Yay! I'm down by about .6 lbs today. My scale gave me a very pretty 376.4 lbs today. It's no 376 lbs even, but who am I to complain? I'm under 377 lbs. Heck! I'm under 400 lbs, for that matter! I never thought I'd see this side of 400 lbs again, but here I am, almost 25 lbs below that mark.
Starting weight: 415 lbs
Current weight: 376.4 lbs ⇩
Long-term Goal: 145 lbs
Short-term Goal: 359 lbs
I can't believe it's already November 2nd. I've been procrastinating a lot on things I should be working on -- like clay ornaments and crocheted blankets and shawls. I ought to be ashamed of myself. I'm not. I'll panic as the time draws near for me to have completed things as I realize I didn't complete them as I had planned. I work well under pressure, but I shouldn't know that about myself. I really do need more discipline!
Maybe I'll work on something when I get home from work today. I also have to finish planning for Thanksgiving and finish cleaning up the apartment for that party. Ugh! You know what my problem is? It all seems very daunting. There is so much that I have committed myself to doing that I've
overwhelmed myself.
The bigger problem is that even if I knew how to delegate work, I have no one to whom I can delegate these specific tasks. They are all employing my unique skills. If I ask my husband to do something as simple as rinse a dish, he does a half-way job of it and hurries back to his game. But he tried, and I don't want to discourage him by telling him he didn't meet my standards. Can anyone truly meet my standards? They're pretty high.
Anyhow, I need to get back to planning now. I think this is enough jibber-jabber for one post.
Jibber-jabber graph:
Starting weight: 415 lbs
Current weight: 376.4 lbs ⇩
Long-term Goal: 145 lbs
Short-term Goal: 359 lbs
I can't believe it's already November 2nd. I've been procrastinating a lot on things I should be working on -- like clay ornaments and crocheted blankets and shawls. I ought to be ashamed of myself. I'm not. I'll panic as the time draws near for me to have completed things as I realize I didn't complete them as I had planned. I work well under pressure, but I shouldn't know that about myself. I really do need more discipline!
Maybe I'll work on something when I get home from work today. I also have to finish planning for Thanksgiving and finish cleaning up the apartment for that party. Ugh! You know what my problem is? It all seems very daunting. There is so much that I have committed myself to doing that I've
overwhelmed myself.
The bigger problem is that even if I knew how to delegate work, I have no one to whom I can delegate these specific tasks. They are all employing my unique skills. If I ask my husband to do something as simple as rinse a dish, he does a half-way job of it and hurries back to his game. But he tried, and I don't want to discourage him by telling him he didn't meet my standards. Can anyone truly meet my standards? They're pretty high.
Anyhow, I need to get back to planning now. I think this is enough jibber-jabber for one post.
Jibber-jabber graph:
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