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2017 NOV 1-- Day 74

Ugh! 377 lbs. Okay, body. It's time to stop now. Go back down. Down! I didn't even have any candy. What is even happening? I was so good today. I swear! I honestly think it's the oil. I think the fact that we switched to Bertoli, and Bertoli is not completely flavorless, has messed up the whole system. There's only one bottle left of this stuff. Just 12.5 days worth. Then we can switch back to the H-E-B brand that I prefer. That has so little taste, it's like drinking water (especially because I take a swig of water right before and after I down a tablespoon of the ELOO).

Starting weight: 415 lbs
Current weight: 377 lbs ⇧ 
Long-term Goal: 145 lbs
Short-term Goal: 359 lbs

Do you ever just want to do something? I mean, something crafty or hand-made. I get that way sometimes. I just want to make something. I want to get my hands on something that I can use to create something. I have a lot of projects started and half finished. I should really complete those. Deadlines are fast approaching. I need to complete the Christmas ornaments for my aunt-in-law. I want to finish a baby blanket for my friend's daughter. I want to make a shawl for my grandma. I need to make a pen for my friend at work.

But the XBox One beckons. There's a new game my husband and I have been playing. It's call Path of Exile. It's fun. It's addictive. This is not healthy, is it? Addiction isn't good. Moderation is good. I don't binge on food, but I unashamedly binge TV shows and video games. Aren't these the lesser of evils, though? I'm losing weight, and that's good. I'll just keep telling myself that. That will make it all better.


I am a Level 27 Witch. I can rain down fire on my enemies! Rawr!

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